Sending it Off

CA_LouLou_portrait_croppedI have finished and sent off some portraits that I’ve been working on for a long time and it seems I’ve become emotionally attached. This is something that I’m aware of with almost all of my artwork, but especially with conceptual pieces. Maybe because they take some time to develop in my mind and then I sketch them out, always fixing until I think they could be good and then I wrestle with my voices in my head that try to talk me out of them (the ideas I mean). I’m almost pretty sure it’s going to be a good idea and although I can’t quite see it and never know what it will actually be, I want to move ahead, and I do eventually- after I ignore the big part of my brain that always wants to talk me out of going with my first solid impression. This is a bit of a gestation period I guess and maybe it’s melodramatic, but I’m aware that it’s taking shape and it really drains me. If I had a good piece of my mind and heart invested in it, which I always do if I’m trying for something good, sending it off is like giving away a piece of myself. It’s so bittersweet, but I feel like it’s good to let it go, hoping the recipient will love it like I have. Like sending a lantern off into the sky, leaving my mark.

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